
I was fascinated by this line which I read in Tidal post, "Me and my scars, holding up the sky"..wow describes me so much how I am viewing and living my life.
Just like Tidal I feel I am a superwoman more than me feel it , alot of people expect me to be one. I have to keep on smiling and trudge on non complaining and be happy.I should not ask "why me ? " Accept what life has dished out to me and not question this invisible karma which plays havoc with my life a life that has lost all flavors and leaves a bitter taste in my mouth.
If I could see why this karma is affecting me, then I will not question my fate in this life , but to blindly believe that whatever I am suffering is cos of some wrong I did in my previous birth ?
No way !! can I suffer this and take it lying down quietly. I need answers which no one can give and I am not ready to listen to astrology mambo jumbo , which I have learnt thru the hard way is a pack of lies. People make money at your expense and I hope the same karmic force which is taking revenge on me will also takes its toll on this pack of liars called the astrologers .
I just told my astrologer/priest who are you ? to come between me and my creator ? I will talk with the divine force and fight my battles with her. If the force is not able to help and the hands tied then how can it be the all supreme power ?If the Divine cannot help me with my troubles what is the purpose of it being around?
As i struggle to get my answers " me and my scars , are holding up the sky " in my life so that it does not come down and engulf me and the little peace I have in my life that I lead now ........ SO how ever I try to look at life the scars I have suffered will always cloud my vision.....brighten it pale it or make it neutral ..
"Me and my scars " ....give life a different look ..a vision so different ..people look at us differently.. and how I look at this world in a different perspective and in the process make a lot people lament " oh my gosh she gives me a headache "
Something to ponder on in this week and look within...





